Dark moments

Yeah I am only human, when I have my dark moments. I think what triggers this is when people don't have much faith in me. I am frustrated that I am not playing football at the moment because of my hamstring, I have very small tear in my hamstring that set me back a few weeks.

Again I said previously in my blog that I refused to be resigned to this.

My father gave a fantastic advice, whether will I listen to those people who spend more time with me or those who did not.

Yesterday I had a strength and conditioning session with Dan in Eastbourne, he had a huge role in my knee rehab since the operation. I did back squats, lunges, balance, wall squats and upper body work yesterday. He has a calming influence on me, which helps me to focus on my posture when lifting weights.

He told me I may feel the after effects from his session, not so far!

I have just returned from seeing Natalie my physio, she has worked so hard with me since Feb this year with my knee rehab - but sometimes I fear it may all have been in vain.

In a few hours, I am flying to Manchester for GB weekend. Again I have to stand on the sidelines and cheer the girls. And soon I will be playing with them.

The next blog will be on Monday with news about the weekend.

The photo is my sister Corinna and me, she won't be playing at the Deaflympics- but I know she will be checking up on everything!